• Personal

    Bambi Biohazard Fan Fiction

    Shadow and I are both writers, it’s funny that we’ve more or less ruled out ever writing together but writing about each other has happened more and more. Recently he asked if he could write pornographic stories of Bambi Biohazard and of course, I said yes. I wasn’t too sure what to expect past the first ideas he told me on the bus, we do have very different sexual fantasies but I’ve really enjoyed it so far. It’s been a lot funnier than I expected, and now I write that I wonder why as it was comedy that got us together. And as hot as the sex scenes are, it’s…

  • Personal,  Sex

    Learning to Fuck Better

    I’ve been with my partner for well over three years now and we’ve recently been in a bit of a sexual rut of late. I’ve been feeling more and more pressure to orgasm as with my partners phimosis he can struggle and we have both felt things have gotten a little samey. But after a good talk about it we had one of the best fucks I think we’ve ever had. Shadow was very understanding about my feeling a pressure to perform and my worry about hurting his feelings if I didn’t orgasm and we both agreed that we need to use my huge collection of kinky gear (although he…

  • Personal

    Bimbo Goals

    Recently someone asked me what my bimbofication goals are, I was going to link them to a blog post about it and when I had a look through my posts I realised, I don’t seem to have shared them here! So, all these months after coming out as a bimbo here is what I’m working towards. Bigger tits – I don’t have a number in mind, I’ll know it when I get there size wise. I’ll see what I can get for my first surgery and go from there. I have quite a small frame so I can’t imagine I’ll be able to go as big as I’d like, but…

  • Personal

    Back To Work

    I’m currently in the transition back to work, which is unfortunately taking a lot longer than I’d like, but I am currently setting up my clip pages and subscription sites. It’s been incredibly stressful but it feels great to be going back into full time work. But I obviously can’t do this without the support of people who love my work. So here’s how you can support me! Sign up to my subscription services – I’m currently setting these up and I’ll be linking to them when they’re ready. Tip me – there’s going to be plenty of ways to do this and I’ll be linking them too. Buy my…

  • Personal

    Fucking in the Mirror

    When my partner moved into his current place the wardrobe had a mirror on the door. The room is small and the only place he could put his bed meant it reflected the bed. I was thrilled. He was not, until he was. You see, I’m an exhibitionist, shocking I know, but he isn’t. I have been comfortable with being naked and on display for years but my partner has never been so comfortable with his body for one reason or another. So the thought of seeing himself naked and fucking in the mirror did not fill him with joy. It wasn’t easy to hide from that mirror, not impossible…

  • Personal

    Text Dirty to Me

    There’s not too many good things to come out of lockdown, but I tell you one thing that has. My partner has starting sending me dirty texts. And I’m so damn happy. A year ago my partner would tell you he can’t sext, that he’s not into it and just doesn’t get it. Which is a shame because we’ve been stuck in two different parts of London and unable to even see each other unless it was on a computer screen. We loved each other, we still love each other, we missed each other but our relationship was sexless. And since I am still very much in lust with him…

  • Personal

    The Collar I Wore Once

    Yes this was supposed to be an Organotoy review but I’ve been ill and unable to wank or even think about wanking since Thursday evening so I haven’t had a chance to use them yet. As soon as I’m well again I’ll be getting the first review up. But for now I’m going to do something I usually wouldn’t, talk about something from a previous relationship. Recently I was looking through Etsy and saw a collar, it was the one my ex brought me. It was black leather with circular cut outs with dark red satin in them. It was lovely. But something I would never have picked for myself…

  • Personal

    Horny Girl

    I forget that healing is not a straight line, it comes in waves and I’m currently enjoying another wave on my recovery journey. This past week I’ve really had my sex drive back and have been loving every second. I’m currently struggling to stay focused on this because I just want to look at sex toys to add to the collection, and of course use what I already have on the shelf. And one or two things that aren’t on the shelf because I am really running out of space! It’s been a long time coming to have my drive back and I’m hoping it’s just as high when I…

  • Personal

    It Took So Long

    For a long time I didn’t talk about my relationship here and now I feel like that is slowly changing and I’m glad that it is. I didn’t talk about it because I wanted something that resembled privacy, I didn’t talk about it because what if he dumps me, breaks my heart and he’s all over this blog and I just want to abandon it?” But since I finally started sharing bits of our relationship on here I’m really glad that he gave me the go-ahead to do it. I’d been in a room with him quite a few times before we got together, the first time I was still…

  • Personal

    Valentine’s Day 2021

    It’s the second thing this year I should have been celebrating with my partner and it became another day we had to spend apart. We made the best of it though as so many others did. There’s so little to be said of Valentine’s Day this year, I’d rather have been waking up next to my partner and instead I woke up alone. I got to see him for a minute, briefly when my mum drove me up to his place so I could drop off his card and gift on the doorstep. It was so good to see him, even if it was rather painful seeing as we had…