• Personal

    Sleepy Saturday Shagging

    On Friday night I shaved off Shadows hair, on Saturday morning he woke me up wanking. I was really tired and just wanted to sleep some more. I couldn’t get back to sleep so we had some very relaxed morning sex. After he ate me out we started fucking. It was relaxed and sleepy. We hadn’t been fucking for long when he made a noise. In any other guy I’d have assumed he had come. But Shadow has phimosis and hasn’t come from sex. Ever. I told him it sounded like he had come and he had. I’d been telling him for years to get the snip, his hair wasn’t…

  • Monthly Round Up

    Monthly Round Up August

    Damn this year is vanishing fast! It’s been a pretty crazy month for me too and so much has changed, that said, let’s get into this months highlights. Alice: Curiouser and Curiouser If you can get a ticket you need to go! It’s beautiful and well worth a visit, Shadow and I both loved every second of it. It has beautiful trippy visuals and amazing work has gone into it. My highlights were the Mad Hatter’s tea party room, seeing the original cels from the Disney Alice in Wonderland and the Cheshire Cat. I really don’t want to give away too much for anyone planning to go so I’ll leave…

  • Personal

    Fucking Injured

    I was a bit quiet last week when it came to social media and the blog, because I could barely dress myself. I’ve hurt my neck and shoulder (again) and if I couldn’t type you know I couldn’t fuck. But that wasn’t going to stop me finding a way to at least get Shadow off. But what can you do when you can’t move your arm or head? Well, I laid back and let him straddle my chest with my arms in a comfortable position with my head supported my pillows. I could just reach him with my tongue and he was just able to gently fuck my mouth. It’s…

  • Personal

    Bambi Biohazard Fan Fiction

    Shadow and I are both writers, it’s funny that we’ve more or less ruled out ever writing together but writing about each other has happened more and more. Recently he asked if he could write pornographic stories of Bambi Biohazard and of course, I said yes. I wasn’t too sure what to expect past the first ideas he told me on the bus, we do have very different sexual fantasies but I’ve really enjoyed it so far. It’s been a lot funnier than I expected, and now I write that I wonder why as it was comedy that got us together. And as hot as the sex scenes are, it’s…

  • Personal,  Sex

    Learning to Fuck Better

    I’ve been with my partner for well over three years now and we’ve recently been in a bit of a sexual rut of late. I’ve been feeling more and more pressure to orgasm as with my partners phimosis he can struggle and we have both felt things have gotten a little samey. But after a good talk about it we had one of the best fucks I think we’ve ever had. Shadow was very understanding about my feeling a pressure to perform and my worry about hurting his feelings if I didn’t orgasm and we both agreed that we need to use my huge collection of kinky gear (although he…

  • BDSM

    My Dream Dungeon

    I’ve wanted my own play space for years, when I first moved out and lived with a boyfriend for the first time he had his own small play space. It’s something I want again one day and while I’ve changed my mind on what I want a few times over the years I have a few things that have always stayed on the list. A fucking machine, this is easily the newest addition to the list since my trip to Blue Door Dungeon and I loved it. It’s high on the list of toys I want to use when I book my next trip there very soon. I also now…

  • Monthly Round Up

    Monthly Round Up April

    I’ve been far too quiet lately, even though I have a few cool post ideas and now a bunch of reviews which will be going up over the next few weeks as I endeavour to get back into properly blogging again. But my brain has been in and out of some dark and busy places and I needed a bit of a break. So that aside, what have I been loving this month? My Anniversary I celebrated three years with my partner this month. It was of course the day before everything opened and we weren’t able to do very much. It still beats last years when we were not…

  • Personal

    Fucking in the Mirror

    When my partner moved into his current place the wardrobe had a mirror on the door. The room is small and the only place he could put his bed meant it reflected the bed. I was thrilled. He was not, until he was. You see, I’m an exhibitionist, shocking I know, but he isn’t. I have been comfortable with being naked and on display for years but my partner has never been so comfortable with his body for one reason or another. So the thought of seeing himself naked and fucking in the mirror did not fill him with joy. It wasn’t easy to hide from that mirror, not impossible…

  • Memes

    Self Love

    No, not that kind of self love ya pervs! This one is all about learning to love myself, and that was not an easy thing. I’ve never quite been happy with my body and the people I dated have not helped this. Nor did growing up in a not so great home. And once I had learned from my mistake of living for other people things gradually began to change. My first step was when I started taking my clothes off for a living. Something within months I let my ex guilt me out of. (Oh how I wish I could have a do-over between 18 and 30 things would…

  • Personal

    Text Dirty to Me

    There’s not too many good things to come out of lockdown, but I tell you one thing that has. My partner has starting sending me dirty texts. And I’m so damn happy. A year ago my partner would tell you he can’t sext, that he’s not into it and just doesn’t get it. Which is a shame because we’ve been stuck in two different parts of London and unable to even see each other unless it was on a computer screen. We loved each other, we still love each other, we missed each other but our relationship was sexless. And since I am still very much in lust with him…